oh me oh my what have I gotten myself into? Day 3 and my head is both empty and full to bursting.
There are certain things that I do not really get into on this blog. Religion and politics are examples of that. I have enough confrontation in my daily job without inviting it in. I know what I know and what I believe in. I am totally fine if your opinion differs. Makes the world go round don't ya know.
The other thing that I do not talk about is the ex.
The other night while having supper with babygator and good friends, the discussion turned to a woman they know and her reaction to a break up. The team used was *man hater*.
Then one friend turned to me and said, *I have never seen you like that. You have never come across as a man hater. I see you are someone who trust people and isn't bitter.*
That meant a lot to me. More than she will ever know because the path I have been down was not one of my choosing but, now that I have traveled it, I would not change it. Paths are like that sometimes.
Another dark path is looming in my near future. One that I do not want to go down but I have no choice.
So for now, if you humor me, I want t0 revisit the path I have traveled. I want to remember the dark places and how I traveled through it. Sometimes with my eyes wide open and, other times, with my eyes tightly closed shut. I am in hopes that looking back will help me to look forward. In looking back I will remember all of those that had gone down the path ahead of me and helped me navigate the blind spots. Because y'all are going to have to help me with the new blind spots.
So what do you say? Want to go on a journey with me? If not, I totally understand. If you stick around, I will greatly appreciate it cause lawsy.....do I have a story to tell!!
...who is doing all she can to shut out the sounds of clomping clowns shoes behind her.....