Day 2 in this dark and dreary place. Actually it is not even a full 48 hours but it seems like an eternity. It is cold. I have had very limited contact with the outside world. I fear that my friends have already forgotten me. In fact, since shunning facebook, I have only had contact with my friends here at the office, a comment from Annie and a brief google chat with Sara. I am afraid that Sara read the desperation in my message and is now praying that her name does not show up on my available list. ~grins~
I lie. I actually ventured on to facebook to order a salad from Casseroles To Go. A girl can only give up so much. I have not had a diet coke or any kind of cola since 1/1/2012...don't mess with my food too.
My brain feels dizzy without constant stimulation. I have no idea who is winning what ever game they are playing, posted a new cute puppy video or if someone has tagged me in a post.
I had to find out Dick Clark died the old fashioned way....the news.
I had a fitful nights sleep. I finally got up at 4:30am and wandered into the living room and turned on the lap top. I automatically began signing into facebook....old habits are hard to break.
So what does the now unpopular girl who is not on facebook do at 4:30am when she cannot sleep? She cleans out junk drawers.
Drawer 1 Before......
After: I have no idea as to why I have so much chalk. I do not own one chalk board. This is not even the grandboys chalk. I have big buckets of that for them elsewhere.
Drawer 2 ....look....more chalk.
Yes my junk drawers are clean but my heart is empty.
A guy reported today and had on a t shirt that had the facebook *like* button on the front. I had to keep myself from reaching out and clicking it. Wouldn't he of been surprised.
I will be stong. I will fight the urge for now. Maybe I will get the rest of my house cleaned.