2012-YOU DID ME RIGHT

I have been a little melancholy the last couple of days looking back on 2012.  I still have more questions that I wish 2012 had answered but maybe they will be revealed in 2013.  Most years I am more than ready for the year to be over and done with.  But this year was a really good year if you don't include my mini (okay okay maybe a wee bit bigger than MINI) emotional breakdown in November.  ~laffin~  Thank you God for good friends both in real life and on the net, a life coach and my tribe that caught me and set by back upright.

Just call me a Humpty Dumpty success story.  Yes Siree Bob.

 

I began the year so happy. Happier than I had been in a long time.  I turned 50.  I put myself out there and did something that I never even knew that I had the courage to do.   It was good...and I do not regret it.    I got my tattoo.  I became a proud owner of a scooter.  I emotionally crashed and burned.  I got my motorcycle license.  I said good bye to co-workers/friends that moved on.  I shared my home with my love. 

Then  I have had to learned how to live alone.  I have gone one year without a diet coke or any kind of soda.  I am learning to listen to my intuitive side.  I made a quilt.  I kicked my potholder fear.  I cried a lot.  I remembered why I stopped listening to country music.  I laughed a lot.   I prayed into the tiny ears of a baby girl who will eventually slip from my grasp.  I made party hats.  LOL mine turned out more like Vegas Show Girls or Elephant in a big Circus head pieces but I made them!

 2012 was the year of lessons.  Some of them came easy and some of them hard.  Some I had to be drug through  and some I had to laugh at and move on.  A few I had to realize were not MY lessons to learn and I had to let others fall.  I am thankful for each and every lesson.  So thankful.  I know that I still have a lot of work to do but it is all good.  Because of all of that, I am looking forward to 2013.  

2012  *BIG AIR KISS*  Thank you so much. 

2013  Come over here and give me a hug you big beautiful year!! Pink or Purple party hat?


..........I love you.  Ditto.